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C-h-changes

September 28, 2007 – 3:01 pm
Like sands in the dessert, nothing is permanent; except change. After being stuck in a rut for quite some time, I think my fortune might change. I dunno if the change will actually happen (as I said "might") but I feel that I am ready for a change. Change is always good. Not knowing what will happen is both scary and exciting. I feel that since I have become too comfortable in my current situation right now, I have also become complacent. I may have forgotten to live my life. So now, there might be chance of me getting out of the rut. I actually would welcome it, to say the least. Not only would it make me stand a little bit straighter, but it can also trigger my brain cells to start working again. On the other hand, I am also quite sad, because I have gotten used to this complacency. ...

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If Only I Could

September 25, 2007 – 2:24 pm
What I wish to do today:

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Bitter – Sweet Day

September 21, 2007 – 11:37 am
Today is a weird day. Not in a weirdly weird way, but more like weirdly confusing sense. I never felt a myriad of emotions for a long time. Usually, I'm either just happy, or sad, or bored, or sleepy, or angry. First to the bad stuff. I might have mentioned that my brother was away for almost 4 months because he was reviewing for the electrical engineering board examinations. The exams was last weekend, and the results just came in this morning. He did not pass. Deep down inside, I somehow knew that this would happen. I always have this sixth sense about things, you know like precognition. And I felt days ago that things would turn out bad for my brother. I feel for him because I knew that he really studied hard and dedicated himself to this. On a happier note, I got some good news for myself. I took an ...

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Grrr… I Might be Getting Sick

September 4, 2007 – 4:01 pm
I don't know what happened. Suddenly, I'm just feeling weak. It's not just some ordinary fever. I feel that my insides are all aching and then I have no strength to do anything. All I want ot do right now is lay in a bed and sleep. Ugghh. To top it all, we're supposed to have a meeting at 7pm. Wahohoho... I don't really want to miss another meeting so I'm going to have to wait for another 3hours. Perhaps I can go home by 5pm, change and rest a little then leave at 7pm. I don't know. I'm just feeling bad right now. :(

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You Were Meant For Me

September 3, 2007 – 3:38 pm
I was feeling nostalgic today. I think I relapsed for a bit and now I've got Jewel's "You Were Meant for Me" on repeat. Damn. Here's the lyrics. You can sing and cry with me. I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far from where I've been I got my eggs and my pancakes too I got my maple syrup, everything but you. I break the yolks, make a smiley face I kinda like it in my brand new place I wipe the spots off the mirror Don't leave the keys in the door Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause Dreams last for so long even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. I called my momma, she was out for a walk Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news More hearts being ...

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